Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see meHow's life? Tell me, how's your family?I haven't seen them in a whileYou've been good, busier than everWe small talk, work and the weatherYour guard is up and I know whyBecause the last time you saw meIs still burned in the back of your mindYou gave me roses and I left them there to dieSo this is me swallowin' my prideStandin' in front of you sayin' I'm sorry for that nightAnd I go back to December all the timeIt turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missin' youWishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mineI'd go back to December, turn around and make it alrightI go back to December all the timeThese days, I haven't been sleepin'Stayin' up playin' back myself leavin'When your birthday passed and I didn't callThen I think about summer, all the beautiful timesI watched you laughin' from the passenger's sideAnd realized I loved you in the fallAnd then the cold came, the dark daysWhen fear crept into my mindYou gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye