Love yourself

Have you love yourself today? Have you thanked yourself enough because you survived through your bad days, still stand straight and strong when you think you can't make it? I believe to live our life to the fullest required us to love ourselves first. I used to hate myself too, I used to find a flaws in me and hate myself because of the flaws. I compared myself to others, and no matter what I'm doing, I never satisfied about it. I still think I would never be as good as others. I keep telling myself why can't I be as good as other? Why can't i get whatever i want? These questions always popped up in my mind. But as the day passes, I have learned that, comparing myself to others will only lead myself to stress and the feeling of never good enough. It is killing you slowly. As i grow older, i learn to accept myself for whoever i am, i am born like this and i should not sigh and complain a lot. In fact, i should be grateful more because i have a peaceful home, healthy, completed family, friends and enough foods. That is enough for us to be grateful. Appreciate what you have right now, love yourself more, be positive, expand your point of view. Stay away from whatever makes you stress. Don't think too much of what people think of you and say about you. As long as you are doing the right thing and harm no people, then you are good to go. Just be good to yourself and other. Together we get through this. :) Sending love to whoever destined to read this. Hope this help you a bit to feel better <3

Dunno II

so hallo my name is fazita or my friends call me jita or don't call me at all. Tadi aku badmood tapi sekarang kadar degupan jantung yang mempengaruhi mood aku kembali tenang sedikit dari aras yang tidak sepatutnya. Sebab apa? sebab kawan aku berjaya mengembalikan mood aku yang kurang stabil. Walaupun nda berjumpa tapi through phone call pun she manage to make me smile ear to ear. Am i blessed? YES :D
Entry kali ni memang boring sumpah boring walaupun entry aku yang lain pun semua boring. Jadi sebelum kamu meluat baca, saya selaku penulis ingin memberitahu agar cepat cepat meninggalkan blog saya sebelum kamu menguap hahaha! Jangan kata akak tak pesan 😊
This is my worst birthday ever. Sebab? bukan sebab tiada orang wish or apa apa jak lah. Tapi sebab malam ni aku entah kenapa dengan aku sebenarnya. Aku ok jak dengan semua orang cuma ada seorang dua yang terkena tempiasnya. One of them is my sister. Penyabar nya la bah dia ni layan perangai sindrom aku. Tadi dia pergi tanya aku 
"kau nda belajar kah bulan 10 sudah ni nda lama lagi kan exam"
lepas tu aku pergi jawab dia dengan nada yang sedikit kurengg khasiat
"Ee suka hati la bah kalau aku gagal pun bukan nama kau yang buruk. Tekanan betul oh "   kakak aku punya lah baik tolong kasi ingat aku, aku pergi jawab dia mcm tu. And then dia pun jawab balik dgn tenang aku pun diam membisu. Dia tenang sebab dia tau aku badmood kalau aku saja saja jawab dia dgn nada kurang khasiat tu memang dia cakap 'BAGITAU IBU NANTI' aku pun jawab balik lah 'BAGITAUU LA BAHHH' biasa lah adik mana mahu kalah kan. Ya saya sayang kakak. Dia paling banyak terkena tempias perangai bullshit i. Aku selalu rasmi barang dia yang baru muahaha xD. Contohnya she bought new clothes, i will be the one who try it first atau dia beli benda yang cute cute suddenly it is belong to me. 
sebenarnya aku bosan bah nda tau mau post apa jadi aku mau cakap,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORFAZITA THANK YOU FOR GROWING UP BEAUTIFULLY HAHAHA!!! 15/10/1999 

comel kan!

See you when i see you xoxo

dunno I

Hallo peeps. Hari ni kan hari jumaat TGIF jadi aku happy lah sebab esok cuti sekolah yayy sbb tu lah aku blogging after five days of struggling buat latihan saja ngehehe. Sebab excited kan sekarang ni pun aku masih pakai baju sekolah terus duduk depan laptop sambil makan aiskrim, penat aku naik bas lepas tu jalan kaki dari depan pagar. Kau nampak kan betapa excited nya aku balik dari sekolah terus blogging.  Memang aku rancang mau post an update hari jumaat ni sebab kerinduan bah mau post itu ini walaupun there's nothing i want to cerita.
ok, tomorrow is my birthday yiyy✨🙆 15/10  tapi dalam fikiran aku tiada apa pun yang best pasal birthday tahun ni sebab faktor umur kali hahaha berasa tua sangat kan padahal masih teenager. 
LOL bukan main excited lagi konon mau blogging tadi tapi ini seja yang aku dapat fikir mau type hahaha nvm lah see you when i see you (kena panggil suda ibu suruh makan byee) xoxo

Wewwh

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WAIT I WANNA LAUGH. Embarassing. So someone i knew told me that she found my blog and read all my posts and I was like...wait yess i do have a blog but the posts....eww cringe!! HAHA But its alright  itu kenangan lah orang cakap kan. 5 years later I can come back and read my writing here and think "oh so this is how i express something back then" it must be fun and memorable. 
So it can be said that im an active blogger back in my thirteen to fourteen. I started my blogging journey since 2012, I was inspired by Anna Khayalan! It was a few years ago and might say I include in golongan blogging expertise eww self claimed HAHAHA pardon. I admit that all my blogs is pretty though it look simple but cute💕 I got another three blogs with different theme and they are all cute lol. Usaha sendiri mestilah mau puji because it took a lot of time and thought to edit the html code, you got one wrong, then everything ruined 😌. I barely get any sleep  semata-mata mau edit HTML blog yang tersalah letak tersalah kopipes tersalah edit. Serious dulu kalau sehari nda on blog mesti nyawa sik aman.😢😢 After i got back from school pun, i will just sit depan laptop and blog, well said i'm barely study huhu. (Pardon my bahasa rojak Sabah, Sarawak and English hahah!)
Masa last year fifteen there was my bakat blogging seems to fade. I was busy?? Maybe. Wait did blogging known as bakat? whatever. && I don't know what im up to but lol i just don't know, i just binge watching korean drama and fangirling over 2pm, bigbang, infinite, 2ne1, beast, super junior, exo!! OMG! 
ok makasih tante tante cantik sudi baca ya (knowing no one would read this but still in case...ahaha)  kalau nda paham buat buat paham saja ya. Minta ampun atas kekurangannya ya xoxo~ 😊✌

SO?

Hallo peeps how are you doing? keep the asnwer to yourself. I dont wanna know hahaha. But i hope everyone be doing just fine. Please try to not fall sick okay? Love and focus on yourself,  your inner peace will thank you for that. School kind of tiring juga oh. The worst part is after whole day at school i have to walk from the freaking main gate to my house while its scorching hot and the sun was right above my head! holy crap.  Panas nya dunia bukan main main ya, panas lagi api neraka (ni ayat orang orang nda mau kalah ya kadang aku menyampah) Ok bye.

New Passion Unlocked

Hello guys my name is fazita, can call me zita or don't call me at all 😷. Its been so long huh since my last post? I mean not that long lah but consider it was. Post kali ni i want to tell you guys i've found a new passion! Besides guitar i also fall for planting flowers. Why planting? It is because i always saw my mum early in the morning di depan halaman rumah watering her flowers, did a preparation of soil, bought a lot of different kind of flowers, since i followed her everywhere masa beli bunga at this one flower shop, sumpah cantik gila all the flowers there, it brighten up my mood seeing those colourful and fresh flowers. Then i bought like three different succulents and cacti for beginning. After a month i see them growing up i feel so happy to tears haha over betul ❤❤ Will update more later bye xoxo <3

Ollo~

Hallo peeps. How are you all doing? I hope everyone's doing just fine. Its been so long since i posted an update on my blog. I have so much to say. But first lets have a cup of hot chocolate. Its raining heavily out there. Currently listen to Taylor Swift's playlist, she's my favourite since forever and let's not forget 1D also <3 hehehe. 
So i just got back from my kampung. My family and I used to spent 1 month at kampung, basically my kampung is dekat Sabah. Kami jarang balik kampung, dalam 2 tahun tu sekali ja la sebab ikut cuti bapa saya juga. Kalau dia dapat cuti Alhamdulillah we balik every year. Sometimes during raya, some during year end. Di sana i can't blog sebab no wifi hahaha but im survived because i had so much fun around my big family and cousins. Besides my dad won't let me use his laptop for nothing hehehek. So i will just wait until i went back home.  
It was an excited moment lah the thought of balik kampung. I mean who wouldn't kan. It was a long trip for me. First we have to guna ferry, it connected us to the main city where the airport were located. It took us 2 hour mungkin to reach the airport i dont know i didn't count. My dad schedule us to night flight BUT we jalan as earlier as 10AM huhuhuhuh xD. So we stop by Kuching and sight seeing around, we shopped souvenirs for our relatives and i bought lipstick from Miss Rose my favourite <3 and we went to makan-makan at waterfront and there was a live busking too. Surprisingly my dad sang. Memorable for us family. 
So it is 7pm already we check in, passport thing, luggage, and security check and departed. And around 10 or 11 we sampai KK, Sabah yayy!! There was my relatives waiting for us! Yes my big family!! So nice to see their smiles :') . Lol i miss them already. 
Sepanjang we stayed at kampung, we did a lot of thing as planned. Must do is picnic at the beach, bbq and swim hahaha. After that we went to Kota Marudu dia macam got homestay in kampung, we picnic again di sana same thing as bbq and swim but this time is sungai, a very shallow sungai sebab we got a lot of kids kan with us. Tapi sana ramai orang lah. But serious cantik this place. Sesuai for family gathering. Next trip is 3 days 2 night to Ranau! Cantik gila sini, fresh air, cold breeze. Banyak jual bunga ya cantik cantik lagi. As usual bbq itu pasti dan berendam-we went to hot spring poring juga must visit ni if you go to Sabah. Next next day pula, musim buah! dan kebun rambutan atok saya di sebelah rumah berbuah a looot omg i wanna cry! hahaha!! 2 days straight me and cousin will sit and eat buah rambutan saja. Kalau habis, kami sendiri mengait tu buah fresh dari pokok lol nda kisah suda sama nyamuk, semut semua tu haha xD.  There is a day where me and my cousins, will jalan kaki around kampung, cousin saya berani betul punya orang kalau ada anjing dia nda takut tu, dia buat muka garang lepas tu umban batu hahaha! I feel safe around her n_n.  I had so much fun during my 1 month at kampung :'). 
There is a quote saying "one day we will talk about today". 
So lets keep all the memories somewhere. Some rather not to tell, some will put on their social media account, gallery, polaroid, etc. The way we spoke our mind isn't the same. I will stop here dulu. See you when i see you xoxo ^_^

Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see meHow's life? Tell me, how's your family?I haven't seen them in a whileYou've been good, busier than everWe small talk, work and the weatherYour guard is up and I know whyBecause the last time you saw meIs still burned in the back of your mindYou gave me roses and I left them there to dieSo this is me swallowin' my prideStandin' in front of you sayin' I'm sorry for that nightAnd I go back to December all the timeIt turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missin' youWishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mineI'd go back to December, turn around and make it alrightI go back to December all the timeThese days, I haven't been sleepin'Stayin' up playin' back myself leavin'When your birthday passed and I didn't callThen I think about summer, all the beautiful timesI watched you laughin' from the passenger's sideAnd realized I loved you in the fallAnd then the cold came, the dark daysWhen fear crept into my mindYou gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye